sometimes life can really knock you off your feet right when you least expect it to..it watches you there with your hand reaching forward but shuns that, smirks, and glides away casting a somber, callosed attitude towards the aspects of your life that you were most secure and comforted in..... other times life will brush the dirt of your face and embrace you with guidance, and a heart to follow anything and everything in which you believe and trust in...

however, i'm not making the direct intent that it's this black and white... of course there are a billion shades that substantiate other external and internal circumstances...

when everything is going for you.. sweetness dude.. but when the shit hits the fan.. i say sweet too.learn from it.. it does happen to all of us at one point or another...

anyways, all i can say for now is just don't dwell on change.. embrace it and transcend it onto a postive light for your life... or i guess whatever kind of light you'd like..

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

(Do do doop)
(Do do doop do doop da dum)
(Do do doop dum)
(Do do doop do doop da dum)

(Do do doop)
(Do do doop do doop da dum)
(Do do doop dum)
(Do do doop do doop da dum

10 more days until i see mc... holla

today is just another day... just as yesterday was and tommorow will be...

i took a tres hour siesta today... i had some tripped up dreams in that span of 3 hours... sweet well i had more ish written out but then my cool computer decided to restart on me... good work computer...

i went to the muk library today... has anyone ever read any of john krakauer books.. i'm startin to read into thin air... hmm well then i went to work out for a nibble..have you tried the altoid tangerine sours...? they're tasty...

don't you hate it when you have those awkward eye contacts with someone walkin down the street or with someone you know.. you know you have if you get that uncomfortable feelin.. it just pierces yah... i mean it only lasts for a split second but makes a lastin impression... GHETTO

"If you could save me From the ranks of the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone" -aimee mann

last weekend i watched 3 movies....

Friday 11:30pm... The Good Girl... this flick was pretty good...  i've been meaning to rent this for a while and watched the commentary that the director and jennifer aniston stated about it...their insight on the different scenes was good... it's funny when they're like "oh, oh this is a really good/humorous/absurd part of the movie".. sure was Jennifer...anyways.. john c. reilly is my hero.

Sunday 1:00am....Matrix 3 ...man i went with a group of friends after work... well we just illed for a bit, ate at dick's, and then went to the imax theatre to watch this... we were goin to go watch the 10:00pm showing but you know, stuff comes up... the imax was where my prom was at so it was pretty cool goin back there i guess... if you go there, check out the walls because the square cutouts in them change colors and the seats look like rainbow mushrooms... my friend and i agreed on that.... so the best part of that movie was when i woke up with 30 minutes remaining in the film... that movie was definetly a doozie and a half... boo...

Sunday 3:40am... went with a friend to the mukilteo dock and just talked about life.. those are always good times... i used to work at ivar's mukilteo landing which is right by the ferry launch area and that night when the power went out there was some sort of slight tidal wave that gushed onto the restaurant and took out a couple of the large windows... the floor also rolled up 3 feet which is just absurd... they're goin to be out of business for 3 months because they have to redo all the foundation.. i still can't believe it...

Sunday 8:10pm...Donnie Darko... this was one of the best movies i've seen in a while... jake gyllenhaal definitely has a place in my heart... he somewhat portrays the same character in the good girl.. a neurotic, deep, dark, sensitive boy who has emotional and mental trauma... this movie is what it's tripped out to be and more... i keep getting the images of that bunny when i close my eyes but hopefully that will soon fade out with time... it's excellent since there is divine intervention throughout it but it's not intensely exposed therefore leaving you with an open interpretation... watch it and love it...